2019年3月21日星期四

Keeping company with my husband



After the praying for GOD together with my husband and kids, my husband and the kids fell asleep into the dream quietly. Every night, my kids must sleep with our praying, if not, they cannot fall into the bed. It is a habit witch has benefit without damages at all. Looking at their sleeping in the bed, no mess to deal with, so I take a seat beside the computer to write something.


Considering of  the name " Keeping company with my husband,Feng", it matches with my life experience very much. There is a Chinese characteristic "Feng" in my husband's name, which means WIND in English. In our Christians mind, WIND means holy spirit in the heart. All the roads which we have been walking are the roads which HOLY spirit leads. So WALKING WITH WIND, not only shows that I walks with my husband and my kids, but also the holy spirit roads which my family come over in the past years.



In 2015,my husband flee from the home with my elder son, Guang, only 7 years old. After his leaving me determinedly for a few days, I am experiencing the sharping hurts in my heart. It seems that I was an abounded  wife, which looked like a small boat thrown into the ocean center, no safe with me. At that time,  Neither did I know the leading by GOD to my family, nor did I see the road  ahead. But, now, when I stepped on a location of the time and space, I could see clearly the road to the MILK & HONEY home which was prepared for us by GOD.I will tell you later on.

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It was a smoggy day, Feng said goodbye to me. Before that, he has been discussing with me about escaping! He had an occasional opportunity to reissue his passport, and mail the visa through Taobao, I knew what he did. He also worried about that I couldn't take care of two little baby well at home, so he decided to take the eldest son to go with him. I am not sensitive to politics, nor is it clear what the world is like? The education and contact that I have been exposed to since childhood seemed to have no improvement in my political consciousness. Since I got to know Feng ,then we got married and we had child with him, I am just an ordinary family woman; I don't know why he persists against the official. I don't know about his articles and his poems!I did not know why he dislike the CCP. What he thought about is to hate the present socialism system and what the ccp did for the Chinese people.

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